Miss you like crazy

Random song titles

Miss you like crazy
Without You
Can't live (work) without you
That's what friends are for
I'll be there for you
I'll be there
祝福
朋友
朋友 (same title different songs)
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I'll lift you up when you're feeling down
And make your whole world turn around
I'll give you all my heart and soul
To let you know this love is true

A part of me just died today ...

I believe everyone must be responsible for his / her actions. I am proud of her for owning up to it and taking responsibility.

That doesn't mean I am not going to miss my KPY. I will see her again only on Tuesday. What is (working) life without her? Well, I had good times even before she came on board. I believe I will continue to enjoy wonderful camaraderie with my colleagues.

But ... it will never be the same again.

I will still continue to be 'sober' of McDonald's. It's 56 days or 8 weeks now! Thanks, KPY.

I will continue to learn how to take care of and love my loved ones. Thanks, KPY.

I will continue to shine. Thanks for your sunshine smile and joyful laughters, KPY.

I will continue to work hard for the goal and common good of the company. Thank you for your encouragement, KPY.

I only wished we had more time.

I will continue to pray for you and City.

Don't cry, KPY. Be brave. Be strong. Learn from this and you will be on your feet again in no time. That's you, my dear KPY.

With lots of love.
Your KPY.

Giving up? No way!

I shared with two sisters that it's been a long long while since I last felt unhappy.

This is not a big issue. It's supposed to work that way. If I am really thinking about the good of the whole group, I should be a good soldier and do my part. If I am going to be relegated to a drone that hardly adds value to the community, so be it ... unless I want to try another community.

This is definitely not a good time to look around let alone move around.

I should really learn to count my blessings. Let's see.

1. After the Thailand trip, I have a sort of a "change of heart" and I have been trying hard to "be good" to my family and loved ones.
2. I have started practicing "flash prayers" and I find it a wonderful thing to do.
3. After the 2-day Coaching and Mentoring workshop which I utterly enjoy, great speaker, practicing haka and all (not to mentioned getting to know her better), I look at my colleagues in a different light. This is not so much due to the workshop but the time I spent with my colleagues. I can genuinely try to love everyone now, yes, even those few.
4. She has overcome her problems. She has made her decision. I thank God for that. We have established a good friendship that is filled with fun and joy. I had a celebration lunch with her today.

So, why am I not happy? I will likely not be turned into a drone. I will still be contributing in ways that will tap into my intelligence, experience and analytical skills. I will still be as busybody as ever. That's not going to change. I will still have wonderful time with my colleagues. I can still learn to love what I do.

So, don't fret. It's a long way to heaven, don't sweat the small stuff.

Let's see how long I can remain sunny.

... sometimes it helps to have someone to shine on.

... then why do I still feel burdened?

If things have indeed worked out well for her, why do I still have a heavy heart? What is burdening me now?

I feel like there is something I need to pray / intercede. I don't know what that is.

Holy Spirit, please show me.

Birthday!

I am in a birthday party. It's Liza's 12th birthday.

There are many young people here. I will post a picture if I can get some.

Six, no, five (Jesse corrected me) of my Sunday school students are here. I am happy to be with them. I will be preaching and will not have class with them on Sunday.

A birthday is normally a joyous occasion. What if there's something bothering you?

Post seminar 'discussion' - so much fun

I am surrounded by wonderful people

Had a meeting with my fellow worshippers in the worship team. It was a wonderful meeting filled with constructive ideas and fun!

Each one is comfortable to voice one's view. I really enjoy working with my fellow worshippers.

I am having a late night supper cum talk with two of them now. Food from William's is not bad.

Chemistry, what price art thou?